It’s been a rough week in the Kalet household.
Those of you who read this blog on a somewhat regular basis — there are a few — know I generally only write about my personal life if there is a good reason. I write about running, for instance, when there is a race and about my nephews when we take them to local events.
But my mind is elsewhere right now, focused far away from the drama that is local, state and federal politics, away from John Bolton’s resignation, away from the war and tax reform and Route 92.
My dog is sick and I’m a bit preoccupied.
There are those out there who might view my concern as rank sentimentality, who would dismiss my concern for a dog as just wanton silliness. But I am a dog lover. Honey, my dog, is like my kid. She’s always there and offers nothing but unconditional love.
Honey became sick last week — Nov. 26 — and stopped eating. I won’t go into the gory details, but suffice to say that she has not eaten since, not fresh-cooked chicken, not baby food, not crackers, nothing more than a morsel here and there, and she has dropped about 10 pounds, giving her a gaunt and pathetically lost look.
We had her to the vet twice last week, once for a two-night stay, and she’s back there for another overnight tonight. She’s not the kind of dog who likes the sleepaways — she’s never been kenneled or in the vet for more than an afternoon — and she’s completely attached to Annie and me.
All of the tests — blood tests, x-rays, ultrasound — have come back normal, but she still won’t eat. If things don’t improve overnight, we’ll have to take her to a specialist.
I’m beginning to wonder, having had some college psychology, if she is not proving Pavlov and Skinner correct, if she has not conditioned her own response to food, associating it with her sour stomach and essentially teaching herself not to eat.
But I don’t know. I’m hoping the vet will call and things will have turned, but I’m also growing pessimistic despite myself.
Last night, in the middle of the night, I woke up. She wasn’t moving and I couldn’t tell if she was breathing. I got down on the floor with her, but didn’t feel the soft heave of her abdomen inhaling or exhaling. I leaned toward her snout, heard a breath and climbed back into bed. Then I grew unsure of what I’d just witnessed, so climbed back out and checked again.
This is what we do for our pets.
So forgive me if I seem a bit out of it or if this blog seems a little more random than usual (could it really be any more random?).
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